puker wanted

I just got back from like... blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

Performance was ermm, according to Cam, my tone was bullsh*t and sounded like cardboard (wow) and well err... everyone else didn't quite mince their words.

Blah blah blah blah. Yawn.

Erm, to me I think I'd still give a chance, after all everyone has a period of starting out and making improvements after that. But we'll see, keeping my eyes open as well.

On that same note, me and Cameron are auditioning for a screamer in NTUWKWSCI, anyone who can scream and not hurt themselves doing it are welcome to apply, race/sex/appearance may be considered! Hah.

I had the weirdest of very very weird and (not to say bad) dream last night in my 2 hour sleep. It was SO disturbing I couldn't sleep after that and as a result I couldn't study today.
Blah blah blah blah.

They say guys who go through NS become more mature. Some do, I know many who don't. Before anyone starts looking in my direction, I wonder if girls EVER turn mature. NS or housewife duties later, maybe.

something or the other

I've been trying for quite a while to solve the wondrous thing that is a Rubik's cube! But alas, I can't seem to understand how to solve it, even when the solution is available online. Oh man, I think I don't have good logic genes! =S

In any case, there be another band, CNY takings be meagre, I be starting to talk in BEEZ. Wanting to trade my Burny ax off for an epiphone SG. Looks interesting, the SG. And that particular model seems to be quite popular by reviewers!

I don't know what else to blog about.

Oh, my new band will be performing at err... Ai Qing Hai Music Cafe, which is somewhere in Millenia Walk, on the 25th of February 7pm. So if you can make it, be sure to come down! Tell me and then we can all go dinner after that.

Seems to be alot of work around to do but I can't get myself to do it. At least I've cleared the transcription part of the 208 interview, and rewritten my 206 report. So I'm left with a 202 MCQ quiz (which I may or may not study for), re-quoting my pictorial sources in APA style, and err... have to learn like 12 songs by Saturday.

Be amazing how all things can come at once.

Vday tml, most probably I'll just treat it as another normal day. What to do, I am luckless. Haha.

Ok until next time!

¡Bien Nuevo Año de Lunar!

5 days into February and I'm already broke -.-"

But at least now I no longer owe any money.

By the way I decided to sell off my white burny les paul so if anyone who reads this blog is interested (extremely unlikely) I will sell it to you first and with like 10% discount! Haha. $988 for the beautiful white Burny. ONLY IF I KNOW U AND U KNOW ME.

Ok who'm I kidding? Nobody here will ever buy.

Yiting made me tear twice in the past two days. I am nearly dying with laughter and also at the same time I 'be FREE-zing' from all the lame jokes.

Come on, 2 continuous hours of impromptu lame jokes! WHO CAN SURVIVE! Haha.

I have a dumb quiz tommorow which everyone seems to be mugging heavily for (me included) I'm just peeved I can't sleep yet because I'm still reading the seemingly endless (and seriously, up till this moment, useless and doesn't make sense) and I'm also peeved that I reach home at 10 tonight and have to wake up at 6 tommorow so I will not be late for the quiz.

COME ON DEAR TUTORS ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR! WHERE IS YOUR FESTIVE SPIRIT?

mantra

Keep myself sane, don't snap.

Don't frown, don't over-think.

Forgive, try to forget.

If all else fails, find Mr Red,

Plug in, crank distortion to 12 and smash away.

I am better than that.

I will not snap.

SHRZOOM.

Going to school to waste time is really becoming part of my weekly schedule. I woke up rather early for a 204 tutorial where our time was comprehensively wasted - I spent nearly the entire 2 hours surfing the net and sms-ing friends.

And a lot of other crap comes in at the same time as well.

There's this assignment requiring me to interview people due in 7 days, a photomontage assignment, then there's a quiz to study for. And a research assignment thing too. And a audio story. But that's really ok, cause honestly those shouldn't be that hard.

Oh well, I'm still bored.

100 Watts, 100 decibels, and the crash of Desley's drums

My ears are still ringing 2 hours after stepping out of TIET - thanks Desley for spoiling mah hearing with your 气功 drum beats.

Not too shabby I suppose, Desley's improved lots but still hits the drums with a vengeance and Fin's still as unprepared as ever, but everything went pretty ok.

They all just have to pay me back for the session for I'm going broke.

Next time I'm wearing earplugs.

For rich or for poor, in sickness and in health

Ripped this off from a website that sells second hand guitars.

Susie's husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several months. Things looked grim, but she was by his bedside every single day. One day as he slipped back into consciousness, he motioned for her to come close to him. She pulled the chair close to the bed and leaned her ear close to be able to hear him.

"You know" he whispered, his eyes filling with tears, "you have been with me through all the bad times. When I got fired, you stuck right beside me. When my business went under, there you were. When we lost the house, you were there. When I got shot, you stuck with me. When my health started failing, you were still by my side. "And you know what?"

"What, dear?" she asked gently, smiling to herself.

"I think you're bad luck."

but it never stops bleeding

I'm drowning in sadness
Falling far behind
I feel there is just no way out
Is there anyone there? Where am I?

TSK.

Insanity and loneliness
Tear my painful heart
Broken heart keeps on going to beat
But it never stops bleeding

I let some PERSON listen to voiceless screaming thinking it will inspire EMOTIONAL feelings and make said person feel better. But ALAS. THE DAMN LYRICS WERE TOO CHEESILY EMOTIONAL and said person ended up laughing!

I've been waiting for love to come
Someone who wants to touch me inside
Memories of my yesterdays

Careless words and deeds
Masquerade of love
Gotta find my way outta here

Tsk.

This is a song that means a lot to me okayy.

I was blinded by dark desire
Over time I've been through it all
I'm crying my share of tears

What can I do
Will I make it through
I must be true to myself

It's the first high difficulty song I've learned on the classical guitar, and it's a song that got me through some dark times (emo).

Voiceless Screaming
Calling to me inside of my heart
Voiceless Screaming
Now is the time I got to speak out

And I've been playing it again recently.

Voice of faith, I'm starting to realize
Now my eyes can see
I have gone so far
I'm feeling breath of life

If only I had a higher singing voice.

And I'm looking for love to reach
Someone I want to touch deep inside
Light shines on my sight of doubt
Don't be afraid
Move forward one step
Willing mind is what I have found at last

Extasy reunion - pretty cool, I'm quite excited at meeting the rest of the guys again. Hope it works out and they quarrel less. Original lineup of songs ought to make everyone more involved. We're all pretty good, so let's not mess up.

Voiceless Screaming
Calling to me inside of my heart
Voiceless Screaming
Now is the time I got to speak out

Voiceless Screaming
Calling to me inside of my heart
Knockin' on my soul's door
I believe in myself and trust what I do

Voiceless Screaming
Pain of the past still hurts me inside
Knockin' on my soul's door
I climb the stairs that lead me to Heaven


I hereby lay down the challenge - whoever can kill that fella down there with the pink hair please take a screen shot and send to me - then I will treat you to a drink. (Only people I know can apply)

Omg this is quite funny. Haha. Try to make him kill himself! ~

long time no see

Somehow I've forgotten to blog, haha. Since I am in 208 and dead bored, I shall.

Let's get to the crunch of stuff: my WISHLIST!

With the basic theory of "limited resources and unlimited wants", I really need to list out what I want to get (hint). Not really expecting anything though, haha.

Okay, here goes:

1. Bass + Bass amp: Either Ibanez jumpstart or a Fender Jazz Bass - for no other apparent reason but cause bass is really so easy to play and quite fun at the same time.
2. Archtop guitar: Either Gibson ES-stuff, Epiphone, Ibanez or Yamaha. For my Jazz-y solos and leads.
   
3. Bigger guitar amp: Just a passing fancy, really. My house is too small and my MG15 is realistically enough to wake the neighbors 17 floors down.
4. A better timetable: I always complain. This semester is worse. I have two days ending at 7 and one at 6.30. All of the abovementioned days start at 8.30 or 10. I also have to go back on Fridays for 206 tutorials.
5. My guitarist please reappear; For that matter please a more decent drummer and a Singapore Idol worthy vocalist. I hate it when I write songs and the drummer makes a hash of it...
6. Hall room; would help to alleviate point 4. And make myself more happening.

With regards to point 7, it really saddens me sometimes that I am missing out on a lot of the fratenizing and making friends - sometimes it's really weird because you have people you know but want to know better as friends, but because you are not there at times when people slack and have fun you generally can't, and that's really sad.

Why won't my parents just like wake up and see how I don't like staying at home all that much?

In other news anyway, my grades for last sem were quite bad for a CS student =(

This sem has some super boring modules regarding research... but at least I'm excited about COM230, Audio in Media which teaches all the audio production facilites and procedures.