big changes

That has been transformed into this:

thats like $3 worth of duct tape and stuff from a pasar malam. I know it's hideous and that's partly the point :D

for all of you who've seen my tiny miniature room before, it now got bigger (yay) by some miracle of ikea innovations and storage spaces - this could probably be an ikea ad. oh well i forgot what i was gonna say

now back to projects and pretending to do them

hi all

Hi all, this is what I want for my 21st birthday (i'm not really going to celebrate it but i would still accept presents :D)

It retails at $580 dollars so thankewww in advance (lol, yeah right)

ok i'll post otehr stuff you can volunteer to get me

this is my 412561241522th ongoing distraction

Strangely enough, I didn't really do anything much this week... but the fatigue seems to be already hitting in, despite the fact that THIS IS BY FAR MY SLACKEST semester ever.

Maybe we are all just like jaded from each long semester and yet another long semester, till the point we get so tired easily.

Watching this kid play makes me at peace and stuff.

One of my biggest regrets is not picking up the guitar much earlier at say, 8 years old rather than, say... 18.

Apparently you can learn much quicker when you are younger like 10 or 12. So why the hell do MOE make us learn the recorder when it's such a retarded instrument.

what a waste of life...

I'm sure by now you've heard of the poor dude who stabbed a professor in the back and then jumped off the building. In case you live in a cave but happen to have the internet connection to see this blog, the news is here. 

I don't exactly feel too affected, although when I first heard that he was Indo Chinese it did freak me out a bit as I tried to jog my memory whether I knew anyone from Engineering Year 4. I don't, and as a matter of fact I actively try not to know too many Indonesians in NTU (complicated la.). But David Widjaja's situation I can empathize with. I don't condone suicide in any way, neither do I see stabbing a prof to prove anything, but David's situation was apparently so bad it could crush anyone's ego - a top student on course for first class honors and then the 'world class institution' pulls the plug on the scholarship which is all so important for students like David. At YEAR 4, a short distance away from graduating with first class honors, and you tell a student "Hey, we're not going to offer you the scholarship for the 4th year, please pay $22,000 for this year's fees or you can't graduate. By the way, you need to pay us back the money we gave you over the past 3 years or so. Yup, now please continue with your FYP and try not to make us lose face."

Again, I don't see how suicide solves anything but I can't help but to feel a little sense of waste. I don't exactly subscribe to any religion but even I feel that way. So it irks me to see insensitive bastards post this on the ST comments section

Funny how posters come to conclusion is the professor who Intimidate the student first. What a coward way to commit sucide after an attempt to murder his teacher. Either way, he will be charged with a death sentence if the professor was killed. There is no escape for him for his hedinous crime..

On what basis is he a nice young man? Pychopaths may appear to be quite normal and often even charming but according to psychiatrist Hervey Cleckley, the state of adaption was named the "mask of sanity". It is reported the student has a antisocial personality disorder which is a common characteristic trait shared among serial killers.

Yeah you are a person with a personality disorder *after* trying to kill your teacher. You just look plain stupid trying to justify attempted murder. The online citizen, blogs and some other resources show even fellow students living in the same block as him are unaware there such a person exist living among them. 

If David had a gun, he most likely turn out to be another Seung-Hui Cho.

People are forgetting that David had a choice. In fact, he had many choices. He even could have asked his family for more choices or help if he ran out of his own ideas for choices. People must be held responsible for their actions.

It's easier to forgive him because he commited sucide. He became a martyr instead of an attempted murderer. Would people have sent him flowers and offered comforting words had he lived and stood trial for the stabbing of his professor? If Cho had lived, would it be so easy to forgive him? Would people be so quick to dismiss his actions as those of an unfortunate victim himself and deem that as having been punishment enough?

In an effort to forgive, there's a big difference between being sympathetic of what happened to him and the almost dismissive "He couldn't help it" attitude that has been happening. It is not okay to try to kill people.

And perhaps it thought it would justify his point, he called himself ROBIN KWANG. This is a man who is truly lacking compassion or feeling of any sort. Maybe he was raped as a child, or maybe he just was born without a heart. I mean what the fuck sort of guy name is ROBIN anyway? No matter what, David was partly the victim here. Again I don't condone David's actions, but at least we can all empathize? What's wrong with some people.

On a little lighter side, a friend told me that her mum called her and told her to stay away from all her Indonesian friends (i.e. me) which is well... you decide for yourself how ridiculous that is. Unfortunately some people (like the abovementioned beast) seem to be able to draw the connection between a troubled Indonesian student and that all Indonesians are suddenly mentally unstable potential murderers. I know I play L4D and I enjoy shooting virtual humans sometimes, but I have no such urges. Now I can begin to feel what Banglas feel when we say "wah more Bangla more crime". Please, I thought Singapore had more educated people.