happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to singapore...
happy birthday to you!!!
Was watching the NDP parade for fun just now cause I just can't seem to study... and reminisced about the Cat High days, where we had to perform for NDP. Quite interesting experience haha.. and it cost us the school field, cause while the damned choreographers were leaving us to be cooked in the sun we were in formation and nothing better to do, we pluck grass. SO after the NDP thing the cat high field became a desert with fancy patterns. People play some more soccer etc, and all they did was dump fertilizer and pray for the grass to grow. Right. Obviously none grew and I'll forever remember the cat high field, when a gust of wind blew and you'd think you just saw a sandstorm. Back to the NDP, its pretty much the same every year.. from the parade to the everything. And poor Nathan can't stay to really PARTY (the real fun is not the parade, its the post-parade, trust me 100% on that) cause he was kinda ceremoniously booted out of the national stadium...
anyway, the national stadium is really CMI for stadia, considering a country like singapore's stature. I mean even Munich has a better stadium 30 years ago. And with all the GDP surplus the government surely can afford more than 10 world-class stadiums if it wished. But this national stadium is really crap, if you've been inside you'd notice that its really patched up desperately with new coats of anyhow-paint lining the walls... I mean Arsenal paid a few hundred millions for emirates stadium, but its like the fucking best in Europe now? Singapore maybe wun be that extravagant but at least get a real place they can call world class can? I mean, once you have the venue there'll definitely be uses for it, more bands will want to come to perform in a smashing 60000 seater stadium and the local scene will be so much better. Maybe some super towkay can buy an S-league club and trash everyone or smth. U know, the like.
kinda random but well.
I think i just wasted away my ninth august. Woke up well into the afternoon and then after lunch it was about 3. Played some guitar and tried to study, but distracted super duperly by ______ (not that its a bad thing... but it is a bad thing... sigh) and also by my FM06 game. Attempted the research paper question, analysed it, not bad, at least got my argument framework worked out, and tried to flip thru some notes. But again, nothing much went in. Then the NDP parade, and further attempts to study was disrupted. Oh wells.... guess it's no harm taking a deserved (or not) break today, at least Ima done with the maths vectors and trigo corrections.
The damned maths test... after re-doing i realised how fucking easy that paper was, and i got like single digit for both? what a waste man...
tommorow i shall go downstairs to study, at least I'm sure I won't be distracted.
as much as i try, i really can't make studies the centre of my life, it's just not right... I keep imagining a better tommorow with _____ but with the way things are its really just fantasy. But it's a fantasy.. so possibly might come true yea... I'm hoping it will? That would be much easier as the centre of my life.
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