study fatigue

It took me a whole shitloadoftime to figure this out, I'm experiencing what is called study fatigue aka burnout.

Just a grand total of TWO days left until I can go on a real break.

I mean, distance myself from studying.

I wanna clear my room, make it my own, give it my own touch. And my mum opposes cause I don't want the bed frame and the desk around. I also don't want my obsolete PIII comp around anymore, so I'll toss it somewhere. I dunno why she opposes, I never even ask her for cash.

I need a short term holiday job. Any offers, anyone? I mean, any openings? Haha....

Thanks for lending ur guit! =D

I officially screwed up my first paper on Thursday. Like real screw up. I mean, which other year did those stooges at Cambridge combine TWO LARGE TOPICS of Start of Cold War and End of Cold War INTO ONE FRIGGIN QUESTION? Particularly of consequence since I studied both topics in depth and passed over the others. And I spent like 1 hour 15 minutes on that question, screwing up my balance for the other questions. Source based was on Palestinian hostage crisis. Background knowledge? Israel has been illegally occupying the Gaza strip so the Arabs understandably do not want to recognise their presence.

Like wow. As a consequence of that stupid question I think I sorta wasted my other two questions. I hope the bell curve shifts super big time. My frens in other JC tell me they screwed up too, but it's such a 50-50 subject, my essays can make a lot of sense to one marker and be complete bull to another. Damn, my chances look GOOD.

Thanks to that experience, I'm not that keen on mugging for Monday's history. Anyway I still did and found THAT paper more friendly, as in content-wise I'm perfectly up to date on most of the topics. Let's JUST hope they don't spring another spoiler.

And so I'm tired of studying. When the whole friggin Singapore is celebrating the end of term and exams. Sucks worse when you live in town, when you go to the train station you see friends who finished their papers and go out to PLAY while you go to study. SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.

Just two more days. Two more. 48 hours to be exact. Or less? After that I'm gonna toss my notes somewhere where I won't ever see them again.

Yes. Life. Come.

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