very tired

Managed to pull a leg muscle while asleep. Don't ask me how, I want to know that too. That just added to my tired-ness, I NEED SLEEP! AH. But at the same time I need to study too, especially with a term exam and a quiz coming up next week, with me also having to catch up with accounting especially the later topics... And there's still marketing presentation, marketing project, COM203 project, etc etc. Not to mention CI Club's stuff and the obligation that we have to go for their events.

I'm really sorry I have ZERO interest in theater, drama and performance... But somehow we are all supposed to go for Paparrazi. I know many people are complaining about it. I heard the performance is bad, and those involved in "helping" complain of the lack of direction shown by those in charge. Both combines to make me very wary of actually going for and actually enjoying the performace. I know I am the performing arts manager, but I really really don't enjoy theater. So I really think I wasted $18 dollars.

Also been spending too much money, although I have NO IDEA what I spent on. Keep drawing and drawing and drawing. Haven't collected all the money from Jin's present yet... Somehow it always escapes me as to who has already paid me and who hasn't, at the end of the day I'm getting more broke. As such I have to scrap my plans to get a new amp, and a new stratocaster. Then there is DND, which as main comm member I am supposed to go. Like really, yes I know $30 is cheap for DND, especially at MOS. Some people are using the excuse that it is Ladies' Night so there is no sense paying to go in, but whatever lah yah. I just don't feel like the DND mood this early in the year.

Travelling still takes a toll on me. How fun is having to wait for 30+ minutes just to board a bus that is willing to open it's front doors? Ok I just want to complain. And I had received news that Main Comm doesn't mean will get hall next sem, which makes me want to strangle people, etc...

I have many things on my mind, and I guess it's showing, haha. I say "HAHA" a lot but smiling involves moving so many muscles I'm too tired to do so more often than not. So I want to sleep. Not going to jam this week anymore, which adds to the boredom surrounding my weekend in addition to paparrazi. I'm not even sure if my friends are going! I want to smash someone's head. I just feel like I need to let things out.

In other news, my mum just bought a 32" Sony LCD TV, for like $1.3k. It's not very big as compared to some of the current sets but it's really weird. My laptop costs $2.5k but it's like one eighth the size of the TV. And honestly I'm not much of a TV watcher. Honestly, I'd rather the $1.3k be spent on like, a cabinet amp. Haha. Ok $1.3k is not enough probably.

Actually, I am "studying" at Great World City Starbucks. And as usual things aren't going right, they ran out of lollipops, Wireless@SG can go screw themselves with super lousy and un-connectable network (since last week), I am sleepy despite drinking grande Cafe Mocha, and a fucking caucasian brat is making a lot of noise that manages to find its way into my ears despite headphones blasting Dir En Grey songs. Like fuck, kiddo, you are really tempting me to take the chair I am sitting on and smashing it over your head. Then I'd grab you by your stupid collar and toss you DOWNSTAIRS. Just so you'd shut up and recognise that no-one around here is deaf.

Then when I got home, oh "Please go down to Ikea, buy meatballs and other stuff. Thanks." With wrong bus directions to boot. Didn't know where to get down, ended up getting down one extra stop. Had to walk (with a strained right leg) one whole bus stop to Ikea, where I walked round and round trying to find meatballs in the Ikea store (it's not inside, I finally realised when I looked at the directory). Nonetheless I saw pretty interesting stuff in Ikea, like next time when I stay hall I'm going to ask for a 'hall grant' to buy some storage stuffs from there, haha.

We belong to different worlds
so should I just let it go?