you know life's very sad when

you are still in NTU on a Friday night. I am.

Cause I need to shoot for my 1 minute ISP assignment. I feel that ISP is really taking up a lot of time and resources (read: money and brute strength) I mean someone like me has to manhandle the camera case and I struggle with it, its like at least 3 times my acrylic guitar plus hardcase. That's just the camera.

And the requirements are dumb, the instructor is semi-dumb and not too good a teacher. He's skilled and talented as an artist I'm sure, but as teachers go I just don't have too good an impression.

Another sad thing is that I think I am officially the first ever casualty of any kind in the TV studio. During recording rehearsal I sort of had a little accident while moving the camera in 3 seconds to another area which made me sort of cut a little area above my eyebrow. No it's not an eyebrow shaping accident.

I don't know what else to blog about. I don't know what to think about.

Everything I envision just like to fall apart, like a house of made in China cards. Everything I touch seem to be semi-cursed, and everything good that happens just undoes itself over time.

My 1 minute assignment is entitled "Suicide note". My final 230 project was also entitled "suicide note" That got a B, probably I should have sang it myself, but I am hoping the 225 one doesn't end with a B. I am quite proud of the shots so far.

No I'm not going to kill myself, don't worry.