in times of despair, who's your pillar of support?

mine was made of glass. Guess it broke halfway thru, and at a bad timing.

Hmm. My mid years ARE very bad... like for all subs im only below 20 percentile. Gasp. Right, means most of the tutors are gonna want to see my parents, who dunch even know i have such a thing as mid years. Sigh. Except for GP, which looks like a printing error on the result slip, 99.5 percentile. Lol. Feel quite guilty. To tell the truth the day before i was watching World Cup and I have never studied for GP ever. But yeahs...

The world cup is one of the most convenient excuses to point to.

Hmm.. consultation with Mr Seng, basically we got a rollicking for sacrificing our grades for the world cup, and Mr seng said he can't figure out wad to do with me cause this result was WAY off my usual standard. Wells.. used world cup as an excuse.. worked for the rest of the peeps but for me wells. He asked me to stay behind after the rest and asked me if anything was wrong. Ahs wells. I thought it wasn't obvious, but he said, he looked at the rest of my grades, quality of my essay, and how i was responding in class. All bad grades, and my essays got schoolboy errors, can't concentrate in class, stoning during lectures. Oops he noticed lol... and the incident with the council teachers who asked him abt me. Right.

Pretty down.. but he was a nice person to listen to broken sentences. Yups guys ARE not the most emotively expressive of people haha. Some misconceptions about the poor guy la.. he's passionate about teaching us, not about history. Yup... told me he lost interest in history quite a while ago but still find joy in teaching students. and some other stuff. True or not i dunno la. but appreciate someone from being there

Sometimes those whom you expect to be your pillar of support lets you down, but often it is those whom you least expect who gives you the support you desire..

thanks..

yup. Felt lots better after that. Until someone had to remind me of the shit stuff that happened. Right. I dunno why people would derive joy from making a group of people hate another, but what's happening in the council of opinions with respect to me and that -teletubby-, i dun tink hating people would help solve anything. I dun wish for people to hate her or anything thats why i never tell anyone about it. But wells i guess it was darn friggin obvious.

Quite long already, more or less that phase of my life is over. Another glorious six months wasted. Right. Working hard to recover my touch and a little extra.

say.. those eyes still have the same effect on me... sorry -_-" i just wanted a glimpse.