when a flock of pigeons fly past...

watch out, cause they shit together.

Why does all these bad things seem to come at the same time?

I hate Mrs Ong.
I am angry with my parents.

Hate #1: Mrs Ong called home on Tuesday after I told her my mum was overseas. She wanted to speak to my mum so I told her the truth that she won't be back till Saturday. She didn't trust me and called home anyway. Hate #2: She told my dad about my results and "recommended" that I had tuition. Hate #3: The next day she didn't even bother to hear my explanation for not doing her revision worksheets and JCT corrections. The reason was I was trying so hard to prepare her tutorial for her lesson.

Now to my parents. Obviously they don't know me at all. To the point that if I run away from home, they would only be able to call my long lost primary school friends. Obviously they'll slam the phone on her. She doesn't even have an idea who my close friends are or what's bothering me. No-one in my family does anyways. So the first things my dad did once my mum came home was to tell her about the phone call. And she came in to clarify my results. Damn fuck. And again asked me to have tuition.

Chee bai. I WILL NOT GO FOR TUITION! All the worst things in this world are done with the best intentions, and I really don't give a fuck what those intentions are. Asking me to go for tuition is VERY HURTFUL. I don't want to have the tuition teacher claiming my credit, what the fuck I'm not even struggling to grasp the subjects, just ask anyone. There are many other factors to failing June Common Test that badly other than not knowing what was tested. I can forgive Mrs Ong cause she probably doesn't know about it. Mr Seng does, Mr Loh does, Ms Joy Tan does and I think Mr Woo does. SO they don't ask me why I failed JCT ever again since then. And my parents don't exactly care the reasons cause the bottom line is I FAILED! Hence I need desperate help and they are raising all the big hoo-haa in the world in case I don't go to uni.

It's INSULTING me if you ask me to go for tuition. Maybe its worthless man's pride or what, I'd rather give up than be forced to seek help. When I need it i'll look for help, but that's none of your business cause I won't look for you.

Bad month it has been.. or bad two months. Bad stuff happening and they all just come at once.