lunacy

This is quite a slack week. Actually it's very slack. My Uni time has officially started and 3 lectures have passed - and I regretfully say I should have stayed in hall, no matter what my mum felt. Come on, it's so bloody far and travelling is such a bother, really a big bother though I got a couple of nice folks to share cab with every morning. Going home is a further bother, and not to mention our rubbish timetables which makes us go to school for one lesson. Anyway aside from the core CS modules the electives I got instead were BM103 (Marketing Biz Minor) HH101 (What is History, etc etc) and HMS1 (Spanish LV 1). I really wanted to take Jap instead of Spanish but apparently like a few thousand people clicked much earlier than I did. And it took me like about one full hour of clicking to find a subject (History) that can avoid clash with the irritating COM205 lecture/tutorial. I think COM205 is going to be quite interesting and all, and I'm going to enjoy it. My beef is just with why the fuck does it clash with nearly everything I want to take!

Truthfully I didn't want to take an Intro to History subject, I wanted to take like History of Singapore, or some of the sociology modules, but poor me, they all clash with COM205 regardless of what I clicked.

Sometimes I envy people who meet each other for the first time and just click. Somehow that doesn't work for me, ever? I mean, so few people have the same interests as I do. Sometimes I find it hard to find something to say because I feel myself to be so different from the rest. Sometimes I even think I'm an introverted person? Or maybe I lack the courage to take the first step in talking to others? Sometimes I see people online, I feel like chatting with them, but at the same time I know the conversation will last but a few sentences of monotonic dialogue. That pushes me against talking to someone?

I suppose it's unreasonable to expect us to welcome strangers into our daily lives as easily as making each others' acquaintances during a camp. How long does it take to build up a certain level of friendship that when you ask someone to think of the names of 5 people that first come to mind, yours is one of those names? I know it's hypocritical for me to say this, because often I ignore people as well, usually because I'm watching a tv show, I'm playing my guit, or I just don't feel like talking about anything at all.

Anyway, this week has henceforth ended for me, there's nothing on Wed, Thurs, and Fri, and Sat and Sun along with those as well. And call me crazed or too rich, but I'm currently eye-ing a Fernandes Strat (Retrorocket) to let myself play Clapton-type songs which aren't that well expressed by my MG and my LP.

I think I have a boring blog. I should like start posting lessons on CJ101 (inside joke), HC101, HP101, SI101 and etc. Probably GU101,GU201,GU301 and so on.