second class citizen

Sometimes I wonder if I place an invisible sell-by date on everyone I know.

Or I wonder if there is a subconscious sell-by date on me placed by others.

I'm not the kind to kill and stab people in the back to reach the top.

But sometimes I really want to know how it feels to not be in the second tier.

In life, in my relationships with others.

Someone give me a slap for thinking I'm just that good.

Maybe it's just the emo-ness from too much solitude.

Never mind anyway.

Oh great my vocalist quit, that's one less thing for me to do in the weekends. Good luck with your future ventures, Reeves.